update: ten minutes into it and I want to burst into tears already. this is why there’s something wrong with our education system
That’s so sweet of you. I’m taking advanced courses so a whole year is fitted into four months. Its not a problem in my other classes but the teacher I have for math goes especially fast.
I am looking into getting some sort of online tutoring because I don’t understand anything. There are so many different ways to do these questions and just when I think I’ve mastered the right way, it’s wrong.
I had my friend text me some notes and I found a worksheet I haven’t completed so I can use that for practice but I don’t know. I thought I would come into this high school with strong marks and stay strong but I can’t.
And the worst part is that I know it won’t matter to me even a year from now but right now, everything is forcing me to care. If I want to stay in these advanced classes, if I want to live up to my standards.
Sorry, I just vented there but if I didn’t type all of that, I would have had this extended anxiety attack (my heartbeat quickened and I almost started hyperventilating when I found out that I left my books) that would cut into my study time and I can’t risk that.
Thank you for caring, Anon. It really means a lot that you cared enough to message me about it. :)
I’m gonna go do these questions and see how much I actually understand.
GUYS I HAVE A BIG MATH EXAM TOMORROW AND I LEFT ALL MY NOTES AT SCHOOL
(and I’m already doing terrible in Math at the moment because the teacher is really fast)
I think I’m about to be overwhelmed with anxiety but I can’t because I need to get as much studying done as I can.
I’m so dumb, no wonder I’m failing.
Here. Have a cute ghost.
Drag it. It’s transparent.
jESUS CHRIST, MAN
I FUCKING SPAT OUT MY MILK OMG
oh cute, a littl-HOLY MOTHER OF FUCK
WHAT THE FRICKETY FRACK WAS THAT